posted April 13, 1999 11:30 PM              

I have a feeling shes the one now. My hearts beating for her strongly. Every day im dreaming of her. Whats a guy in love to do? I just want to shout out to the sky PLEASE BE MINE! I want some one to love to give my everything I just want to be with her because if I had her love I would have every thing I just want to be with her. Listen to what im saying because this ain't a game im playin. I couldn't be any clearier All I want is for her to be nearer closer to the heart. I need her more than the air im breathing so you better believe shes the only girl in this world for me! When I think about the frist time. Thought I found some one who cared for me.
But things weren't what they apeared to be.
When my frist brush left me cring inside she was the shoulder on witch I cried. Ever since the frist time I can remmber just like a sisters shes been strong and true and always been the one to show me through. Always been there to see me through. There comes a time when you come to face the thuffest of fights searching for a sign lost in the darkest of times the wind blows so cold im standing alone. But deep in your soul your future unfolds theres a light that folows from your heart stand by my side and theres nothing to hide. Take hold of my hand and you'll understand what it realy means to be friends you must believe in the power of love because iv waited all my life for the day when love apears like the fairy talls of day gone by. How can I tell her what she means to me? Is this the day iv dreamed of? Is she my true love? Every night I think of her in my lonely room wondering if she will be her soon to hold my hand and show me that things will go right and I pray her heart longs for mine.
I love you Amanda!
your my angel sent down from heaven to take care of me and make me a better person. =)